I'm back and fatter!

Hey girls I've been away for exams and I went on a little road trip straight after so I haven't been able to blog (thanks to those who notice i was gone but)... anyway I've gained a bit of weight from the lack of diet and exercise but I am ready to get beck on track.

Having fasted all day I feeling better about myself. Everyone I know is losing weight which is kind of depressing when you've put some on!

I need some advice, one of my friends is to put it nicely an asshole and always has mean things to say... Like about how certain things I wear look better on her then on me or about how I'm a nerd because I read a lot or how she has a boyfriend and I don't. Now a month ago I was actually smaller than her and I was popular in high school compared to her and her boyfriend is really fat and boring so I never let the comments get to me.

But lately my self esteem has just been so low that every time she says something mean to me I just want to binge like crazy and I don't want to leave the house... does anyone have any advice how I can get over it without letting it get to me?

I wish I could look like this! (without even sucking it in)