Now is the winter of our discontent.

I'm getting sick! I know its just around the corner. I've had a cold for like a week now and I bet it'll last for ages. When I had last year my cold lasted like 3 months and my doctor said it was from poor nutrition. Damn it. If I get sick I it will wreck everything mum and dad will make me eat and I won't be able to go to the gym! GRRRRRRRR
Stupid stupid stupid winter!

I've had more energy this week and going to the gym was actually enjoyable. How good is the cross-trainer?!?! I always compare myself to the girl next to me in the mirror... and it makes me work harder if shes thinner than me cause I want to be that and if shes the same or bigger I'll work harder cos I don't want to be that.

Today I had lunch with Uni friends and I gave in and had hot wedges which is my Thursday usual and as tasty as the were they burnt the roof of my mouth (I scoffed them down from starving too long). So now I can't eat at all, I'm in a lot of pain when I do, so that's a pretty good thing. I looked up the wedges and they're only 600 calories. Phew.

Yesterday was awesome but I had 80 cal yogurt for breakfast and a salad for dinner all up like 150 cal at most I'd say. I went to the gym for two hours and walked around with my friend a bit after dinner for a bit, so probably burned more than the calories consumed.

Tomorrows the start to a two day fast, thinking about it makes me hungry...but thinking about how much my weight goes down after a fast makes me want to push myself more. I have to stay strong! Wish me luck girls!